first day of Ramadhan down, 29 more days to go. frankly, i've been dreading the month. life's so restricted and i'll always be guilt-strickened if i don't do the optional prayers at night. but by golly, who wants to do something optional? they should make it compulsory for indifferent people like me. however, and in a very massively ironic way, i'd like to experience laylatul qadr, the divine experience that'll give you anything you desire on that holy night. supposedly only saints or religious people will attain the experience and yours truly, is far from the status of these people. and the fact that i've clearly made my stand regarding the fasting month would make God prohibit me from experiencing the night because heck, you're not gonna give the experience to a guy who dreads the Ramadhan, are you God?

is it just me or is pinthongta shinawatra, the daughter of the former Thai premier, thaksin shinawatra, just hot?

lots of lovely babies today when i was outside killing time. after today, i want a beautiful baby, preferably female and have her named after a combination of a place in europe along with a bruneian touch to it, pronto. i want a baby but i don't want to make my own baby just as yet.