so here's the deal this morning: i woke up with a major strain on my calf muscles after thursday's trial run around school but fuck the strain because i was raring to go for the cross country at east coast. some muscle balm on those darned muscles should do the trick. so after my shower and prayers, i decided to get myself some half-boiled eggs. when i was trying to reach for a bowl, i knocked on a glass cup and it fucked itself bad ala humpty dumpty but lucky for me it was not the eggs that fell so it was pretty clean although it created quite a big racquet enough to wake my parents up. i cleared the mess, was fucked with my clumsiness and decided to forget the eggs.

so off i went to get my lenses which has some shade of blue on it, decided to put it on in my brother's room that has this big-assed mirror. right lens in, hooray. left one, get in there son - that's it, ohmygod what theffff - the left side had to drop nicely into the dustbin which appears to have plastic wrappings with some circular designs, the colour nicely tinted with shades of blue, probably from my brother's valentine's day gift or something. so i shouted a few times at my crisis, was clearly stressed out, punched some walls and in came my brother and mother to check on me. mom told me to look properly and said that dad would send me if i was late, so i text messaged ilyas, said that my dad was gonna send me to east coast. okay fine, i'll look for it. my brother and mother helped out but the more i went through the whole plastic wrappings with only the right side of the lens in my eye, the more i felt like this morning was a big fucking joke. so fuck it i'm not going to east coast for the cross country.

maybe it was not meant for me to go to east coast today. it was a blessing in disguise i suppose, because i spent the whole day with my parents today. it has been quite a while since i went out with them and had breakfast or lunch or dinner or supper with them with the busy school work.