and so i was walking, the other day, with my ipod on at semi-full blast somewhat. had the whole thousand something songs on shuffle and i was dandying around because my ipod was playing jefferson airplane and mika. when mika's song was done, an unknown piano tune played so i was like okay whatever because i thought it was one of those kanye songs or something. suddenly, drums and heavy guitars came along and i was like holy shit it's some metal song ilyas gave me.

i wanted to forward to the next track but found out that it was from avenged sevenfold with a song titled "i won't see you tonight (part 1)" and i was like okay let's just hear this metal crap. and then a miraculous thing happened. i found out that i like the song. so i realized that there's a metal side in me. got home and i decided to look the song up on the internet and found out that it's a suicide-themed song. so i was like, motherfucker, i'm fucking emo, man.

and partially emu too.