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if holden caulfield is real and is living, if he chanced upon me, he'd beat the shit out of me and kill me with his bare fists. i am a fake. i love everything and anything anglo, thinks and act like i'm anglo when i'm actually not. i worship another race because i think my own race is incompetent and impotent when i might actually be more incompetent and impotent than they are. which makes me, as holden caulfield would have put it, a phony. a first-class, gold-plated, honey-brazen phony.

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Friday, February 13, 2009
i'm officially done with hazmat training and i'll be off to bishan fs come next week. for serious, i'm gonna miss the guys from the hazmat course. we went through some crazy bouts of endurance training and tests together. speaking of tests, part of the course was a theory test, sets of structured questions which might seem easy from the onset but is actually a big pain in the arse. it's all the ionization radiation and chemical biological agents and a bunch of other nonsense which is essentially science-related (which is totally not my kind of thing but i sorta regret that i never had a penchant for it in the first place considering how important it is). so the night before the test, i was cramming everything in with alfian at the friendly fast-food joint that people call mcdonalds. there i was concentrating hard and suddenly, i realized something.

i am a full-time NSman, currently serving and i. am. actually. studying. for serious i am actually mugging.

sad. very, very, very sad.


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