when i'm working, when the guys are pissing me off, doing this shit and that shit, i'd think about how John and Soon Long would have handled the sitch. Both of them would murder them, fo shizz.

when the supervisor is giving me a bad time, i'd wonder how Cherlyn would have dealt with him. good ol' Cherlyn, the Phillip-Eno, would definitely know how to handle demanding bosses.

and paperwork. them irritating reports/administrative matters/nominations, Li Jin would have it settled in a jiffy.

i realized the yjc lads and lasses left quite an impression on me. i think the reason why this post is up is because i miss them. there are many instances when i'd think of various yj people (of which mentioning some of them here would create quite a stir), when i'm working, and thinking how they would have handled a situation that i'm facing. i know for a fact that they'd be able to handle situations better than i do.

it's just that when you find yourself talking like them, consistently using the words they would use, telling an inside joke to your men that only you and the yj peeps would know and your men thinking that it's fucken lame, carrying yourself like how they would, following their hand gestures when conversing and what not, that you instantly get reminded of them.

so when you're running around in station settling the morning taking over and you receive a call that one of your guys is in police custody, you'd think about how Charmaine would have handled it. when one of them comes late and you wanna screw him bad and he's standing right in front of you waiting for what's coming and you know what Char would say to this repeated late comer and how she would have handled this. she would have handled it perfectly. you would, wouldn't you, Char?