and so my publicly proclaimed ambition to learn how to play the piano was heavily criticized by a few people who assumed my hidden motives of wooing women. i guess, it is wrong to want to be musically inclined or at least try to have a dream of being esthetically refined. with the romancing season on, any suspicions can be considered. but the fact is that my ambition is sincere with my utmost respect towards my mates who can at least play a bloody instrument. it's not about attracting the ladies but instead, it's about embracing what you always blast on your earpiece every morning of rhythms and tunes alike and trying it out yourself.

but no, i'll pass on the piano ambition because it takes years to master and it's too fucking difficult and expensive as well.

the match against cjc tomorrow is crazily anticipated. i seriously don't want to lose on our home ground especially on cca day. with loads of people watching, pride is definitely at stake.