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if holden caulfield is real and is living, if he chanced upon me, he'd beat the shit out of me and kill me with his bare fists. i am a fake. i love everything and anything anglo, thinks and act like i'm anglo when i'm actually not. i worship another race because i think my own race is incompetent and impotent when i might actually be more incompetent and impotent than they are. which makes me, as holden caulfield would have put it, a phony. a first-class, gold-plated, honey-brazen phony.

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
impossible beauty and appeal,
oh how my eyes longed.
and wanted,
and needed - my overkill.

you are my physical drug, of course
i would eat you alive.
but who am i to you?

distant stares fulfills hunger
of infatuation,
of attraction.

yes, nothing more. a male impotence -
shallowness. trademarked and copyrighted.

i want to own you, nonetheless,
and when i get bored,
give me three days
and i will get over you.

ooh, i just changed another shoelace.



it's just one of those days when you want it but you actually don't.

confusing isn't it?


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