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if holden caulfield is real and is living, if he chanced upon me, he'd beat the shit out of me and kill me with his bare fists. i am a fake. i love everything and anything anglo, thinks and act like i'm anglo when i'm actually not. i worship another race because i think my own race is incompetent and impotent when i might actually be more incompetent and impotent than they are. which makes me, as holden caulfield would have put it, a phony. a first-class, gold-plated, honey-brazen phony.

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

you are not gonna die in two days.

khairi is one crazy-assed bugger. apart from being insanely fucked religiously, he told me that he has days, approximately one day from the time i'm posting this now, to live. i had a long and decent chat with him with the idea of convincing him that all those i-have-a-few-days-to-live issues are shites and are mere paranoia.

he asked me on what i would personally do if i had two days to live. i gave out the supposedly correct answers; bid my mates farewell, spend time with family, chionging religiously, yadda yadda yadda.

and then, he shot out something that got me thinking:

"dude, if, by your religious understanding, you don't know when you will die, heck you might even die in an hour's time, why don't you do what you plan to do if you had two days to live NOW?"

i'm not exactly mister religious but this dude really made sense. we procrastinate in our daily dealings in life especially in the way we practice our religion. we don't know for sure when our expiry date is but we act like we have millions of years to go. should there be a true entity (well i know there is), why don't we strive to try to impress?

curses to the devil.

as for khairi, i really hope he doesn't die as he predicted. i really think it has got to do with the heavy music he listens to.

hilary duff doesn't talk about death, now does she?


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