life's an ass because i'm 17, because i'm confused, because i love the muscle strains after training, because i perpetually hit rock bottom emotionally, because i am being judged by shagfaced piss of all sorts everyday, because my hormones are raging, because i think i don't get enough orgasm, because i'm having trouble keeping my faith, because i choose life, because society stinks and because manchester united lost the derby match yesterday.

.

"When you said tulips
I knew that you're mine
When I caught you there
Crying in the night
Wearing my jacket
Wearing that smile
I knew that I'd found you

This could be an opportunity

Were you unawares
Did it catch you out?
Or did it break you in
Right from the start
It's as pure as fire
It's as pure as snow
I knew that I'd found you

This could be an opportunity
If you promise to let it grow

'Cause you're the one I love"

and when the prettiful butterflies come out, with all the opportunities in hand,

i realize that i don't fucking want any of it anymore.