the heats went well for me. i now need to straighten up my run properly for the finals. it's really awesome to have those muscle strains back with those aches here and there. soccer with the lads, of course, has always been a remedy and i enjoyed all the hilarious jokes that came with it.

it had occurred to me almost recently that i have everything i want. no negative spell whatsoever and things have been working out quite my way currently. but then, there is still that lingering feeling that something is lacking.

well, i am certainly smitten. but i need to consolidate my thoughts properly first because i am more afraid of the scrutiny than the consequences.