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if holden caulfield is real and is living, if he chanced upon me, he'd beat the shit out of me and kill me with his bare fists. i am a fake. i love everything and anything anglo, thinks and act like i'm anglo when i'm actually not. i worship another race because i think my own race is incompetent and impotent when i might actually be more incompetent and impotent than they are. which makes me, as holden caulfield would have put it, a phony. a first-class, gold-plated, honey-brazen phony.

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Thursday, February 23, 2006

revelation of sorts.

cam whoring is the way to go. no, it's not about the male vanity. it's a way to kill boredom during the in-betweens or the prelude to training sessions. mwahs.


and today was a day of revelation for me. for starters, i officially completed the attempt to damage my lungs. no cheating but pure deep breathing. i will not make it a habit although it will be collective. the bad influence, sufyan, thinks i wear perfume despite my persistent "no, you idiot. it's bloody cologne". still, i fucking thank him.

the cat in school loves ee-lie-ass more.

oh, and i really think ee-lie-ass writes well apart from air and hanis. check his blog here. i love his witty way of putting things.

and finally,

"sometimes it's a sad song."

-.-


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