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if holden caulfield is real and is living, if he chanced upon me, he'd beat the shit out of me and kill me with his bare fists. i am a fake. i love everything and anything anglo, thinks and act like i'm anglo when i'm actually not. i worship another race because i think my own race is incompetent and impotent when i might actually be more incompetent and impotent than they are. which makes me, as holden caulfield would have put it, a phony. a first-class, gold-plated, honey-brazen phony.

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Sunday, September 30, 2007





my new religion: googlist and felinism. especially felinism *laughs*. bucky katt is hilarious.






Thursday, September 27, 2007
her name is jojo. jojo volcano.


Friday, September 14, 2007
panda eased my mind a bit after what's been happening around me. sha-sha's rebellious streak has gone overboard and i have this major piece of a heartburn that has been bothering me which i really want to expose to the world because i'm just being a hypocrite if i don't.

i hate my grandfather and i wish he would die.

there you go. i know, during this holy and glorious month, the ramadhan cometh with great opportunities in hand, for muslims to repent, to be devout, to appreciate and try to heighten the family bond at the build up of syawal. my grandfather, however, is as bitter and as angry as hell and i'm sick of him treating his children and his grandchildren with temper and tantrums.

i hope and hope and hope that i won't become like him when i'm aged. well, i also hope that i won't realize that the thing i hate most is actually the thing i'll miss when it's gone. i don't know if my grandfather's loco but i wish he would be those grandads who'll tell their grandchildren stories about the old days, maybe about world war 2 or the malayan experience or how it felt like to be out of malaysia or something like that.

they say the spirits roam free during this month. what would grandma think of me with this outburst.



i've got various reasons why i absolutely love lily allen, which i won't go into details, except for this example: the remake of the kooks's naive, acoustically done. oh, she's also officially on my list of idols and here's the reason why.


Saturday, September 08, 2007
i caught kim possible on the disney channel accidentally when i was passing by the living room and got to know about her hooking up with ron stoppable (which really bugs me, i mean, why ron stoppable?) in the new season of the series and of course, the ever cool alert sound from her kimmunicator. so i've been looking up on the internet to look for the kimmunicator alert sound in mp3 format so that i can put it as my very own mobile phone message ringtone for funsies.


Tuesday, September 04, 2007
have you ever been caught peering at the hands of a lady who happens to be pushing a baby pram with a child inside? and you're desperately trying to see if she has a ring on one of her fingers (which you secretly hope doesn't) so that you'll know if she's married or not?

i've grown up, i realized, after today.


Monday, September 03, 2007



"you took my love for granted, why? Oh, why?"


hello, madonna.


Saturday, September 01, 2007


gorgeous. i will now profess my love for bora kim.