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if holden caulfield is real and is living, if he chanced upon me, he'd beat the shit out of me and kill me with his bare fists. i am a fake. i love everything and anything anglo, thinks and act like i'm anglo when i'm actually not. i worship another race because i think my own race is incompetent and impotent when i might actually be more incompetent and impotent than they are. which makes me, as holden caulfield would have put it, a phony. a first-class, gold-plated, honey-brazen phony.

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Monday, February 16, 2009
claus von sTAUFfenberg, thank you very much. uncanny resemblance.

valkyrie was awezomme.



according to the lady, valentine's day is a sham. she warned me that she's going to refuse any flowers or gifts if i'm planning to get any for her because she thinks that it's only going to be an obligation since everyone is doing it. this, she reasons, would mean that it won't be something special anymore because every single girl is gonna get flowers and whatnot. so she put up a stern warning saying that if i really did get her flowers, she'd throw it to my face.

feisty, but i absolutely love her (even if it means getting her gerberas or tulips on random occasions).

and so this was how we spent 14th of feb:

the mint museum was ace. enjoyed the day even though every frigging restaurant was practically packed.

ily, baby. fna.



Friday, February 13, 2009
i'm officially done with hazmat training and i'll be off to bishan fs come next week. for serious, i'm gonna miss the guys from the hazmat course. we went through some crazy bouts of endurance training and tests together. speaking of tests, part of the course was a theory test, sets of structured questions which might seem easy from the onset but is actually a big pain in the arse. it's all the ionization radiation and chemical biological agents and a bunch of other nonsense which is essentially science-related (which is totally not my kind of thing but i sorta regret that i never had a penchant for it in the first place considering how important it is). so the night before the test, i was cramming everything in with alfian at the friendly fast-food joint that people call mcdonalds. there i was concentrating hard and suddenly, i realized something.

i am a full-time NSman, currently serving and i. am. actually. studying. for serious i am actually mugging.

sad. very, very, very sad.


Sunday, February 01, 2009


so scrapbooking is like a new thing for me until palm-olive introduced it to me. i wasn't much into it in the first place until something called for it. something like cpt. koh's open house and the fact that we have not gotten him anything at all to show how grateful we are to have him as the BOC course administrator. then i was like, let's do something new for a change and scrapbook something together. so we practically spent the whole saturday working on it (well, actually she did). with frapps and spicy seaweed with us, we worked on it, palm-olive regulating everything to the very detail even telling me the way i should place the stickers and i was like, okayyy lady take it easy.


but it was so cute seeing her doing the whole thing up. and it was actually fun.


okay that sounded very un-masculine. scrapbooking is not fun. it's cool.


anyways, i've been receiving a lot of freebies lately. my mom gave me full vouchers at a spa that she got free after buying something at lee hwa. and danial gave me free tickets to escape theme park. awesome shizzz.