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if holden caulfield is real and is living, if he chanced upon me, he'd beat the shit out of me and kill me with his bare fists. i am a fake. i love everything and anything anglo, thinks and act like i'm anglo when i'm actually not. i worship another race because i think my own race is incompetent and impotent when i might actually be more incompetent and impotent than they are. which makes me, as holden caulfield would have put it, a phony. a first-class, gold-plated, honey-brazen phony.

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Friday, June 22, 2007
"To let true love remain unspoken is the quickest route to a heavy heart."


Thursday, June 21, 2007
kids in america
isn't exactly the best movie but i could relate to the main plot of the story greatly. happy ending because it's hollywood and because the story is not set in singapore.


Wednesday, June 20, 2007
argh, i was crap during training today.



okay it's about time i start blogging properly because there are already people bugging me about the one-liners.



"We should get jerseys 'cause we make a great team.
But yours would look better than mine, 'cause you're out of my league,"


Monday, June 18, 2007
OMG i got in, i'm like so happy now.


Wednesday, June 13, 2007
please wait.


Sunday, June 10, 2007
i needed, like, days to reconcile my thoughts after friday's official farewell thingy. a big thank you to all the people for the priceless cards/notes/gifts, photo frame and the really sweet photo album that nearly (emphasis here: NEARLY) brought me into tears. the cards and notes were especially nice, knowing that there are so many people who support me and the photo album, wow, that was the thing that got me moved. to all those who did the album, thanks a lot for taking the trouble doing it all up. i really appreciate it.

won't mention specific names because there were so many involved and i was contemplating on thanking everybody personally but that would mean digging up all the contact lists and asking around for all the phone numbers so i've decided to just thank everybody here. no words can really sum up how i felt after friday. the whole thing was just so overwhelming. again, thank you, mates. that's enough motivation to spur me through.


Saturday, June 02, 2007
if i were to do suicide, i'd have a german luger pointed at the temple of my head and kiss me goodnight. it's fitting to know that i'm gonna die like how many others did since 1900,

for a wrong cause.



big boys don't cry.


Friday, June 01, 2007
five. that's a milestone.
"Tu n'est qu'un looo, tu n'est qu'un looo-ser
Oh, tu n'est qu'un looo, tu n'est qu'un looo-ser
Méfies-toi looser, trop d'arogance en toi looser
Tu te méfies comme un roi looser, sa ne m'interresse
Prends garde à toi, prends garde à toi"