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if holden caulfield is real and is living, if he chanced upon me, he'd beat the shit out of me and kill me with his bare fists. i am a fake. i love everything and anything anglo, thinks and act like i'm anglo when i'm actually not. i worship another race because i think my own race is incompetent and impotent when i might actually be more incompetent and impotent than they are. which makes me, as holden caulfield would have put it, a phony. a first-class, gold-plated, honey-brazen phony.

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Thursday, May 28, 2009
sad. totally worn-out. help.


Monday, May 18, 2009
you don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry.

i've been guilty of neglecting my friends and taking them for granted of which losing one (or two but for now, i'm missing that one specific person) made me realize how much i long for that special companionship.

and despite the acquaintances that i've made which seems similar somewhat to what we had, it's not the same.


Sunday, May 17, 2009

angry lady lesson number 4: make her angry and you shall incur her wrath (notwithstanding the adorable face which makes you want her more).


Sunday, May 10, 2009
one year. and a gazillion million more. and forever and ever always.


happy 1st anniversary, baby.


and finally, the apt lyric to complement message for this post from the current song that i'm currently addicted to, that i have on repeat and that i have as my ringtone:

"i want nobody, nobody but CHU!" *point and clap clap*


Friday, May 08, 2009
emmelien moretti is back so let's head to belgium.


Monday, May 04, 2009
bucky katt says:
you heard about bilderberg?

Ilyas says:
Let's put a lot of sleeping pills into milk

bucky katt says:
nwo?

Ilyas says:
New world order yes
Bilserborg no

bucky katt says:
it's part of nwo
a group of rich ass dudes
get together to plan about nwo
bilderberg group
it's a conspiracy la nonetheless

Ilyas says:
To make themselves richer?

bucky katt says:
to set up nwo
i think right
all these nwo nonsense
its just paranoia

Ilyas says:
Or

bucky katt says:
if the world is heading towards a uni government
so be it
all these conspiracy theorists
fucken paranoid

Ilyas says:
Or
All this conspiracy theorists

bucky katt says:
or?

Ilyas says:
Just making up all their conspiracies
To hide something much larger

bucky katt says:
man

Ilyas says:
Like galactic large

bucky katt says:
a conspiracy within a conspiracy

Ilyas says:
Yeah man

bucky katt says:
that's scary dude



i need to come to terms with the fact that it's impossible to make everyone happy.