a few updates for a bit now.
i've realized army life is not for me. i can handle the physical training and all that but the regimental lifestyle of it all is seriously annoying. still, the people there are great and fun so it's all good. oh, and i met marcus low in camp and he's also doing his basic military training too so it's great to know that somebody i really really respect is suffering the same shit as i am. marcus chose to eat muslim food and i was like, whoa, this guy is for real. true, blue yishun secondary boy. it's all the malay influence over the years. he's chinese, he's a fucken good soccer player and he's attached to a malay girl.
somebody dear to me passed when i was in camp. i was disappointed with my parents for two things. first, they only decided to tell me about it much later when he actually passed six days before. they could have told me earlier when i did my calls in camp. second, they attempted to lie about the passing and only told me the truth when i probed further. i think if they are going to lie about this situation, when a bigger and a more serious situation crops up, the chances of them lying to me and not tell the truth would be higher. still, i'm taking it well maybe because i was never too attached with him in the first place.
oh well, it's back to the island again later so everything else is fuck all except of course my heavily anticipated weekend because that's the only thing that keeps me going throughout the week. only then can i do my usual oh-i-think-you-gained-weight or oh-i-think-you-lost-weight thing (but seriously i don't care if you gain or you lose weight because you look good either way).
p.s. yesterday was amazing.
i've realized army life is not for me. i can handle the physical training and all that but the regimental lifestyle of it all is seriously annoying. still, the people there are great and fun so it's all good. oh, and i met marcus low in camp and he's also doing his basic military training too so it's great to know that somebody i really really respect is suffering the same shit as i am. marcus chose to eat muslim food and i was like, whoa, this guy is for real. true, blue yishun secondary boy. it's all the malay influence over the years. he's chinese, he's a fucken good soccer player and he's attached to a malay girl.
somebody dear to me passed when i was in camp. i was disappointed with my parents for two things. first, they only decided to tell me about it much later when he actually passed six days before. they could have told me earlier when i did my calls in camp. second, they attempted to lie about the passing and only told me the truth when i probed further. i think if they are going to lie about this situation, when a bigger and a more serious situation crops up, the chances of them lying to me and not tell the truth would be higher. still, i'm taking it well maybe because i was never too attached with him in the first place.
oh well, it's back to the island again later so everything else is fuck all except of course my heavily anticipated weekend because that's the only thing that keeps me going throughout the week. only then can i do my usual oh-i-think-you-gained-weight or oh-i-think-you-lost-weight thing (but seriously i don't care if you gain or you lose weight because you look good either way).
p.s. yesterday was amazing.
taufiq posted at
12:46 PM
Friday, March 21, 2008
i enjoyed the rain today.
will miss you, sweets.
will miss you, sweets.
taufiq posted at
6:53 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
:):):)
taufiq posted at
1:11 AM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
we had a conversation about religion. i asked questions and challenged the teachings. later on, i got stung by a bee.
taufiq posted at
10:27 PM
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
i've never felt this low in months. this week will be a downward spiral to misery with the results on friday.
i'm sorry for everything.
i'm sorry for everything.
taufiq posted at
2:52 PM