one sign after another:

toilet problem,
ema's creepy warning,
free fag,
coincidental bad feeling,
two close shaves,
666 T,

and FP5814E which died. RIP, son.

"the lad recalled the night when tantrums were thrown, angst released and the multiple whatthefucks were questioned. at that point of time, it seemed more like an act of desperation rather than a demand for personal guidance. but that was months ago. circumstances persistently change as much as the celebrities change their spouses. the lad remembered the night when bats roamed restlessly at (probably) the smell of fag smoke, his regular fuck-offs to the bats in a conversational manner because he was actually scared of them but stood there anyway because the night was actually beautiful and remembered his subsequent act of kneeling down as if submitting to whichever thing or force or being that was present that night. now, trivial issues are no longer bothersome. the lad finds tranquility in thinking about why the shiites are all over the sunnis's asses or vice versa, which hadiths to follow religiously, understand sonthi's quest in sawadikaland, whether or not to support americanisation and more of the this shit and that shit. the lad's still young but he's pretty much jaded with the rat race he's in. exactly the reason why he can't afford to have another personal issue in his mind. of course, not until he has straightened up his mind up properly. one thing's for sure though: it won't happen anytime soon."

taufika: charmaine,
taufika: am i pretty?
x -theuntalkativebunny-: who are you kidding?
x -theuntalkativebunny-: taufiq, you're a bodacious betty.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

racing in jb.

uh huh.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

this was an excerpt written by hanis some eight months ago:

"last night taufiq emo because more-endowed biceps were subject of scrutiny by the Eve species. well, me gotta say that these things are subjective. one may prefer Jason Statham over Napolean Dynamite anytime. like how one prefer THAI men over chiselled caucasians of 25 and below years of age. me like men (actors) with poise and stance ala Nicholas Cage in Face/Off, piercing eyebagless eyes, daunting aura with nonchalant speech as if not reading from a script written by the other person and just as impassive."

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

it's just one of those days when you realize that life has been good as hell, thanks to God, but you still can't get a good grasp of your faith because you start to see the big picture of the world, of societies and of flawed religious ideals in the most sickening way. then, you have doubts, if perhaps, you deserve all of the positive things that you have now.

being religious-conscious makes you forego everything else that you have in mind. it keeps you occupied and appreciate life as it is and you start to not give a fuck about other things.

but the thing is, i do want to give a fuck about other things.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

"And I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
do you have to let it linger"

dostet darum.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

God, please have mercy.

protect the lad.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

hanisah rocks my world.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

crank was awesome with the extremely crude language but the best part was seeing jason statham in action again. he's still as suave even with the receding hairline. well, he has always been in that hairdo for most of his movies. his english accent in the movie is apparent even though his character is suppose to be latin. the only drawback, in my opinion, is the fact that his character died in the end. (spoiler intended, hahaha).

the movie has a strong reference to rockstar's grand theft auto. certainly a must-watch for all GTA fans.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

anonymity is often misused for the wrong reasons. it allows people to start slurs significant enough for everybody else to start wondering and make more assumptions about the current situation. my take on the issue is simple: you should never make dire comments about a certain person and blog about it. that's just slander. it's basically a one-way ticket to a haven of conflicts.

as much as i'm enjoying the 'local' entertaiment laid out on the world wide web, i think it's best that peace is made. one thing's for sure, the community will never see each other the same way again after the recent episode. but hey, who the heck cares? i never did pay attention to the people to start out with.

so who's side am i on? i think the answer's obvious.

millica natasa jovovic, otherwise known as milla jovovich, is this kiev girl who stood out in her recent adverts for mango. i think it's her eyes. or her name. or her russian background.

or perhaps, her short hair.

that settles it. i'm putting kiev, ukraine as my top priority for my list of places to go to.

"But you know the thing about romance is people only get together right at the very end."

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

scissors, paper, stone.

LOL!

"it's often the suspense of hope, not spectre of hurt, that kills."

- cheong suk-wai

this might seem ironic but i seriously wanna watch puteri gunung ledang the musical.