i've got singelringen!

okay so i managed to clean my room up after a busy month and found stuff that i have left untouched for centuries which includes my collection of uber-fucking-cool toy watches. some were working, some were not and some were already shattered for some apparent reason and i decided to throw those which are pretty much effed. i will get the batteries replaced soon and i will again rule the world with my ever-awesome watches.

so initially today ema entertained me and later on, hanis was full of nonsense on msn but who gives a damn because it's been such a fucking while since i talked to them. especially hanis, this woman, she mocked everything i had to say about or every issue i had to bring up. i had such a good time chatting with them on msn so much that i was laughing half the time when i was chatting and my mom gave me the what's-your-beef-look when she realized i was laughing at the computer. dammit i love the holidays, it's been such a while since i had time for myself.

Friday, February 16, 2007

so here's the deal this morning: i woke up with a major strain on my calf muscles after thursday's trial run around school but fuck the strain because i was raring to go for the cross country at east coast. some muscle balm on those darned muscles should do the trick. so after my shower and prayers, i decided to get myself some half-boiled eggs. when i was trying to reach for a bowl, i knocked on a glass cup and it fucked itself bad ala humpty dumpty but lucky for me it was not the eggs that fell so it was pretty clean although it created quite a big racquet enough to wake my parents up. i cleared the mess, was fucked with my clumsiness and decided to forget the eggs.

so off i went to get my lenses which has some shade of blue on it, decided to put it on in my brother's room that has this big-assed mirror. right lens in, hooray. left one, get in there son - that's it, ohmygod what theffff - the left side had to drop nicely into the dustbin which appears to have plastic wrappings with some circular designs, the colour nicely tinted with shades of blue, probably from my brother's valentine's day gift or something. so i shouted a few times at my crisis, was clearly stressed out, punched some walls and in came my brother and mother to check on me. mom told me to look properly and said that dad would send me if i was late, so i text messaged ilyas, said that my dad was gonna send me to east coast. okay fine, i'll look for it. my brother and mother helped out but the more i went through the whole plastic wrappings with only the right side of the lens in my eye, the more i felt like this morning was a big fucking joke. so fuck it i'm not going to east coast for the cross country.

maybe it was not meant for me to go to east coast today. it was a blessing in disguise i suppose, because i spent the whole day with my parents today. it has been quite a while since i went out with them and had breakfast or lunch or dinner or supper with them with the busy school work.

Monday, February 12, 2007

been wanting to put the pictures of cvd on saturday and cip on sunday but was too tired when i got home. cvd was awesome with 220 and the ceteris paribus' triumphant ass-whopping of the other jcs in the supernova band competition. me, mark toh and john tan practically rushed up and down from yishun to woodlands twice to catch them perform during the semis and the finals respectively. and yeah, the cip on sunday was fun but tiring after saturday's cvd and we really had no energy left for monday.

shagness to the core. enjoy the photos:

for more photos, get it here.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

"Kafka in his letters to his lover Milena was alive
But he was waiting for a love that never would arrive
Their rendezvous was singular her husband was his friend
She is a living fire she is a reason to live
She is killing me burning only for him
I'll spend my whole life loving her my heart exploding words
Our love surpassed our love so fast
Our love's all wrong our love goes on and on
Our love became our love by name when I wrote it to you in a song
Our love goes on and on"

one hundred and sixty thousand ringgit malaysia or so.

swell.